Saturday, July 7, 2012

Single Yet Taken

Girl likes boy. Boy likes girl. We've heard it all before. Its pretty standard. Boy and Girl like each other, so they become boyfriend and girlfriend, right? Wrong ! In my case Girl and Boy like each other. Boy TEXTED girl and asked her out. Girl didn't want to answer the question through text and asked boy if he would ask her in person instead. Boy said yes, but never asked her in person. Till this day we've never talked about it, he never asked me again, and we both just act like nothing happened. Since that day I have been talking to other guys, other guys that don't want to be JUST FRIENDS with me.  A part of me feels guilty, but another part of me doesn't. If this Boy really wanted me, he should have asked me out again. He should have talked to me about it. He shouldn't have just brushed it off like it was nothing. I know life's not a fairytale but he should have fought for me.
We both know we like each other and in a way I feel like we're already "together". It would be wrong for me to date one of those other guys that I've been talking to, it would almost be like cheating on him. I just want to know if I'm the only one who feels like this. Does he feel the same way or am I in this "relationship" alone?

Think Like A Lady


GIRL CONFESSIONS
1. Do you sleep in your bra?  Only when im not sleeping at home.
2. Does your dad know you like boys yet? He should...
3. Do you enjoy drama? Only when I’m not involved :D
4. Are you a girly girl? Nopee
5. Small or large purses? Small
6. Are you short? Average
7. Do you like somebody? Yess... <3
8. Do you care if your socks are dirty? Depends, i never noticed before
9. Do you like Halloween? No, it gives hoes an excuse to dress in less clothes than they normally do
10. Are you double jointed? Nope:(
11. Where is the weirdest place you've slept? In school, on the the floor...?
12. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours? yess, but in a completly non-sexual way... ;)
13. Is there any type of rumor going around about you? I stay away from people and their drama soooo..... no :)
14. Do you call anyone by their last name? Nope but someone calls me by mine <3
15. How many guys will read this just because it says "GIRL CONFESSIONS"? umm i dont know like 5?

GIRLS BE HONEST...
17. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys? Dark hair
18. Are you currently frustrated with a boy? YESSSSSSS
19. Do you have a best friend? I have several <3 cant choose just one
20. Have you ever had your heart broke? Nope, not yet
21. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery? If they can surgically give you dimples, then yess
22. Do you like your life? At the current moment, yess :)
23. Have you ever jumped in a pool with your clothes on? Ive been pushed
24. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys? Girls
25. How long have you had a Facebook? Since a couple years ago, i think
26. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? Nope
27 What are your biggest fears? Living alone, who’s gonna kill my spiders ?
28. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Not recently but yes
29. Have you ever not been able to get someone off your mind? Yesss
30. Do you believe in saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"? YESSS
31. Have you ever had a good feeling about something? Yup
32. Do you ever wish you were famous? Yes, just so i can have endless amounts of money :D
33. Are you currently missing someone? yeshh
34. Who are you texting right now? My bestfriendd <3

THIS GUY OR THAT GUY? PICK ONE...
35. poor or rich? As long as he has a job, idc
36. body or face? Face
37. personality or looks? Personality
38. Contacts or glasses? Well if they have contacts, they probably have glasses too, so contacts :)

YOURSELF...
39. Eyeliner or mascara? Neither, dont normally wear make up
40. Pink or black? black
41. Heels or flats? Heels, but after 20 mins, flats ;)
42. Skirts or pants? Skirts
43. stockings or leggings? ...neither
44. Hoodies or jackets? HOODIES
45. Heels or sneakers? 70 % of the time, sneakers
46. Straight or curly hair? Curlyy
47. necklaces or bracelets? Necklaces
48. Smoothies or lattes? Lattes
49. Diet or regular soda? Regular
50. Water or soda? Soda
51. Pearls or diamonds? Pearls
52. Mary-Kate or Ashley? Who caress?
53. iPod or cell phone? Cell Phone
54. Friends or family? FAMILY !!!!!!!!
55. Lip gloss or lipstick? Lip Gloss
56. Manicures or pedicures? Pedicures
57. Tank tops or tshirts? T Shirts
58. Big sunglasses or small? Bigg
59. Sunglasses or purses? Purses

IN A GUY...
60. Funny or serious? FUNNY
61. Romantic or dare-devil? romantic
62. Dark eyes or light eyes? Light eyes
63. Long hair or short hair? Short
64. Curly hair or straight hair? Curly
65. lacrosse or football player? Football <3

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Who Are You?

I would consider myself to be like the average hormonal female teen. I have my ups, downs and everything in between. Normally I would never do something like this. I would sit back and just let life happen. But I'm tired of just fading into the background. I have so much to say and my opinion matters too, right? Right. If that girl from AWKARD. can do it, then I can do it too, right? Right.

Theres not much to say about myself, i want to as open with my readers as possible. Im a 16 year old girl. I go to your normal drama filled high school. I have a handful of good friends. And I have my fair share of problems just like every other teen on the planet. But I'm here to let you guys know that you're not alone. Im hoping something good comes out of this blog. Maybe I can help another "wallflower" out there sitting behind her computer to come out of her shell. I know it sounds cliché, but as long as i help one person out there, Ill be happy.